Happy Anniversary Babe!

Nov. 12, 2007
"geee men-men our relationship men is not that strong anym0re.. am accepting it slowly right now.. You keep on telling me that you lose.. God men No your not..
IN OUR RELATIONSHIP AKO UNG MAY MALI NOT YOURS.. OK.. AM THE ONE WHO'S MAGULO, PARANOID, INSANE, pero eventhou am like that men i still think of you sa totoo lang....
wala naman problemang hindi napag uusapan dba. un nga lang if you want to m0ve you cge you can m0ve on. kasi alam k0 in myself am hurting you soo deeply..."

Once the separation had started I decided I knew certain mistakes I made and I wanted to better understand myself. I had discovered an internal argument and indecision of who I truly was. I guess after telling myself to willingly change I had lost who I was. .. I review my mail earlier and read this unforgettable lines.. If you would ask me how does it feel 3 years ago, I would surely shed so much tears while telling you.. but ask me now? I will smile and tell you that i have learned so much from this.. I realized what had happened before have been a good foundation and a great help for what we have now... Sincerely, I'll say Im happier :)

Our anniversary day just gone by last June 3, This day was what I had been awaiting for since it was my special day with him. its a different thing now. We had spent the day on foot. From breakfast mishaps, shopping for our foods, cook together, take pictures, the mall with treats.
And the sweetest thing he did, he prepared a candle light dinner for me :)

The following days were wonderful mixture of fun, passion, romance, playfulness, laughter, walks, and eating out. We never spent time apart enjoying what we had started to share within our hearts. I played video games where I would accidentally scream at a loss , wake him up from a light sleep or even gave him a foot-massage...

I started to feel a passion I had not embraced or thought would visit me in this degree. I have found a man of my heart that shares willingly as I do for the same interests, passions, desires, thoughts and much more. A man that doesn't want me to change but embraces me as I embrace him for each other as individuals sharing a new journey, a new path, a new love, a new romance, new laughter, new happiness.

A new beginning for us as we willingly share it together. :)

Feb. 11---- V&G fiesta

last night we had dinner invitation at ninang linda's place.. the whole family is invited and i brought my baby wid moi. and the food was great! two-thumbs up wid mom..she cooked most of the main course.. ninang linda is mom's BESTEST friend..and its always her special request that mom should cook. :) we had a lil drink and we decided to go home earlier because he said he just wanted to spend some time alone with me. hehe we just went (my) home at around 9:30 and we watched tv and he went home after 2 hours..

anyways, we had some invitation during the fiesta but i decided to go to work and not to go anywhere my baby was busy this day also. but after lunch he texted me that he was in robinsons and asked me to meet him up there. we ate at shakeys and he bought some huge frames and we went home after :)

Feb 7, 2010----- Dad's 55th

i invited len, ken and my baby for a sumptuous lunch at home. i went to church with issa and bro to attend the mass at sto niño church earlier, mom was one of the sponsors. we were seated at the back of the gentlemen who are members of Knights of Columbus, religious organization of professionals. dad used to be a part of them. he was formerly the deputy grand knight of the said fraternity. i was looking at them behind and i kept imagining that i was seein my dad's back. dad had exactly the same polo shirt like what theyre wearing. i couldnt help myself to ask God, why he took my dad too soon when in fact some of those gentlemen were obviously OLDER than dad. and i missed him so much.. we used to attend mass when he was still with us.

after we have attended the mass i bought flowers and vases. we went to leyte memorial park after wards, where our then residential house for 10 years was located.. the subdivision is right infront of the cemetery! LOL.. while we were on the way i couldnt help myself again not to feel the sadness.. though i have so many bitter memories on this place i missed it as much as i miss my dad and kuya.. we offered flowers to tantan and papa and went home i mean went to our new home at marasbaras.. :)

jan 31 Jogging Time

huhuhu he waited outside of our house for about 30mins before i woke up..unfortunately twas 6am already.. its only then our conversation about our jogging session the other night sunk on my mind huhuhu we left home at 6:10am na! we had a 45 minutes-jogging then after my photo enthusiast partner took me some pix :)

this quite a good day-starting.. im hoping that we can do this often.. luvyah babe :)

the past weeks...

i was SooO busy the past weeks thats why i havent had the chance to update my blog regularly(its one of my new year's resolution! ahaha)

January 18- my baby got back from manila via Philippine Airlines, and i was so worried at first because his last text message at around 3pm he said that they were on board already and i was expecting that at around 4pm hell text me to inform hes home.. and i got his text message almost 6pm na huhuhu

January 19- he gave me the pasulubong with kisses and hugs!

January 20- I got my hair rebound at Cristina's Salon (main branch) thanks for the 3 hairstylists who handled me :)

January 27- our first jogging for the year @ Astrodome and Rotary Park

January 29- we jogged @ Leyte Park

January 31- huhuhu he waited outside of our house for about 30mins before i woke up..unfortunately twas 6am already.. its only then our conversation about our jogging session the other night sunk on my mind huhuhu we left home at 6:10am na! we had a 45 minutes-jogging

A Rainy Sunday!

i was awaken by my baby's call.. after hearing his voice, i realized how much i miss him T-T he's coming back tomorrow na yey! :)

anyways, today is my dearest friend birthday, angeli!! hapee beerdy!! i am one of those friends of her she had been sharing her day for the past three years now :) and its very touching because even though we are no longer college buddies our friendship remains :) im lucky to have a friend like her :) party @ her house 6pm tonight see yah.. here are some of our pictures last year at sunzibar

my handsome hero :) so keso, but so true :)

Today is friday!! :) supposedly, this is the most exciting day among weekdays because a-2-day-rest days coming u but then my baby will leave for manila @ 1pm today.. :( i'll missed him of course..but its ok he will be back on monday afternoon.. :) please do take care baby ok??

before i went to bed last night, i had been thinking... that i am indeed so blessed of having him in me now. he's the only person who gives me so much importance and care and of course love..God. i wanna thank you for giving him to me.. i do appreciate him for giving all his best efforts for all those times that im down and not feeling well.. and i can see that no matter how tight his schedules are, he almost willing to do impossible just t0 be with me.. to see me and to comfort me.. babe, thank u.. for filling up the void when papa left us..:( youre pampering me too much babe... someday i know i can make it up to u.. Lord, i hope you will continue to be on our side so all our dreams together will come true and give us more strength to surpassed all the trials and our bad fights..

a Happy tiring tuesday :D

this day is actually one of those many many weekdays in my life that i found waking up at 6 in the morning the hardest thing to do..yeah.. so as usual i followed my routine..home-skul-work-skul-home.. :D and i considered him ---> as my lucky charm who never fails to put a smile on my face in between the stressful and tiring day :D he fetched me at the office (phic) for a cold rainy lunch. we went at robinson's mall and ate at shakeys :) (its one of our new year's resolution though, MINIMIZE Eating Out!! save! save!) and everytime we did, we always agreed that this day is an exemption ahahha ;p we just cant help it huhuu so after eating we'd some walking around the mall trying to find a toiletries organizer ... and there it is, after roaming around for few minutes we found it at the ladies' bag store booth... we got a cute one.. :P and out of the blue he said, choose which among these bags do you like... woOw!! i lab et! lol.. the displayed bags were not moi type so i grabbed him at the department store (secossana section),,,:D (nilubos lubos ko na ang kabaitan ng baby koh!hehe) i got a midnight black in a silver strap shoulder bag hehehe.. thanks babe! sa uulitin lol.. :)

i was 45-minutes late and another red-printed numbers on my DTR hehehe its ok,, its all WORTH it hehehe

thank you babe :)

bad day after a good day (jan 7, 2008)

urgh.. this day sucked! i feel so bad physically.. :( my head hurts! i i am experiencing heavy cramping, nausea... hais.. i texted my ho-we because i know seeing him would somehow make me feel better.. :) he's everything to me..and now im so scared of losing him again :( and i will try my best to do anything just to make him stay in love with me..

one of our new year's resolution is to save money.. and minimize our fancy restaurants visit..but grrrr we just can' help it... :( earlier tonight we had a dinner at sunzibar, you cant blame us they really had the best food.. im trying to be slimmer though but when im with him i just can';t control eating much and now i thin im gaining weight---again. urgh.

2010- My 21st New Year

i want to thank you Lord that upto this day im still alive and has the chance to appreciate life and the beauty of the world.. though 2009 was a worst year for me-- my dad died..i still want to thank You for all the good things-- new house, new life with galvin, new career, i was able to travel out of the country.. i know everything that happens has its purpose and only YOU know it..i want to say sorry for all those people (intentionally and unintentionally) that i had hurt and thank you for all those who made 2009 somehow fun and memorable..
obviously, i havent accomplish my 2009 New Year's Resolution LOL.! and now i should set up another one hoping it will turn out right this time..

1. be patience in everything i do.
2. avoid mood swings
3. avoid impulsive decisions
4. be extra-sweet to my ho-we eherrm
5. be a good daughter to mom.
6. learn how to cook
7. find a good job at SG.
8. Earn on my own
9. Control my temper at all times
10. Calm down when things do not go on my way.

My One Great Love, Au Revoir

Aug 27, 2009

It was past 8 in the evening when my dad was aching for a severe pain on his stomach. He was in an intense pain on many parts of his body for the past 2 weeks but at least it was all tolerable because of the pain killers that were given to him by his physician. And On the night of 27th of August, he broke down. He was even screaming and crying while on his wheel chair. I know my father when it comes in dealing with his illness, for as long as he can take it he’ll just be quiet and tell us that everything is ok. We were all in panic. Just imagine how hard it was, seeing your father in pain and can’t do anything to lessen it. God, I couldn’t bear seeing him like that. Me and mom immediately brought him to DWU hospital and called up my eldest sister so we could meet her there. He was laid down in the hospital bed in the emergency room..complaining and begging to the doctors to give him relief. And worst they couldn’t do anything. I was looking at him afar silently praying to the Lord to please give him comfort. And after few minutes (I thought) my prayers were granted, I saw my dad peacefully sleeping. Its then I decided to go home and get some good night rest because I have an 8am class the next day.

Aug. 28, 2009

5:30am I got a text message from mom telling me and my youngest brother to come over to the hospital as soon as we can and to cancel our school schedules. i was wondering and deepthinking why mom will text something like but I still remain positive to whatever we’ve going through. I took a bath for a minute (yeah believe me ;p) and be there as soon as we can. I went numb and I shook during the entire drive to DWU Hospital. I remember praying that papa just want to see us and mom just want to go home and we’ll take charge in taking care of dad. My mind was so frantic. Dad wont die. You have too much to live for! What about the Singapore vacation that ate baby promised you as soon as you got well. What about Ram and Issa that you love to play with? What about your dreams for me?.. Pa, you’re not going anywhere. I love you too much to loose you. Keep fighting, hold on please. My hands were cold. As we reached DWU Hospital, I went up to room 329 as fast as I could no lifts available since it was still early in the morning. I opened the door and it was the worst moment in my life when I heard mom “ say goodbye to your papa, he’s gone”. The room spun . I felt detached from my body, as if the pain of this startling reality was too much to bear. I wanted to die too, to be with you, to make sure you were ok. I was hysterical. I sat on the floor, I cried and I was shivering and embracing myself. I couldn’t even take a look on you lying in bed with no life. God, how could we go on with our life? I felt that your soul was close. I want to shake your shoulders and have you open your eyes. Instead, I gave you a kiss and rested my face against yours, willing to do anything to bring you back. The only thing, I could do was to let you go.

According to the doctors the cause of his death: Septic shock Acute Peritonitis Ruptured Appendicitis, chronic Kidney Disease 2 to diabetic nephropathy, Diabetes Mellitus 2 Hypertensive Cardiovascular Disease, Community Acquired Pneumonia

It wasn’t supposed to be this way.

My dad was my mentor. The thought of him passing was something that I envisioned when he'll be in 90 or 100, not 54 And not this way. This brought my life down to the very bottom. Since then, I have been feeling on-off spells of depression; it is more at home than in my social life. It does not make me feel unwell or affect my appetite. It is just that for spells I feel so alone and depressed and it feels awful.I still think about my dad every day and it kills me. It was so tough.. I cried a lot every night. I think everything just finally caught up. I knew it would and that’s fine. If I keep it bottled up, it’ll be worse. Even writing this makes me well up. But it helps, helps me to express some feelings that I can’t often verbalize. Not sure why but I find writing a better outlet sometimes. Along those lines, I have to thank my friends and all the people (you know who you are) whose outpouring of support and love has been a big help. THANK YOUI’ve been trying to keep myself busy. I devote myself to my school and give all my love and support to my mom and spend some time to my nephw and neice, baby ram and issa. It was really nice and relaxing and I didn’t have to think too much, which in itself was good. I can’t say that the pain is any less. If anything, it’s actually worse because I know I’ll never hear my dad say “men, when are you going to be the Miss Philipines? again. I can still hear him say that in my head though. and still take it as a joke..Clearly. I’m clinging to that big time right now. His tone was always so reassuring to me & I don’t want to give it up. I have to be realistic (which totally sucks) in that I’ll be in pain for quite some time. I have to be strong though. My dad would’ve wanted me to.

I love you and miss you so much papa.

here we are again T-T

we had a fight "once again" T-T i dont know..hais after we had settle our bad fight few days ago..heres another new one..haysss.... and everytime we were able to settle things, i cant help not to blame myself and to feel really bad about what happened. its just little issue turned into a worst one..as always.. and im that mean that i made reasons why it worsen. hais im realy blaming myself for that. it all started last night on one of our YM conversation. i admit im too sensitive and emotional at this moment because there are alot of negative things that is happening on our life now. dad is seriously ill. and were dead worried. it is hard for me to say this, but we are scared that maybe the end is getting nearer..God help us pls.. mybe its one of the reasons why im being too sensitive and that i take jokes seriously. and i analyze it negatively.im not really in the mood at that time. and i know from the start that he's the type of person who always tells jokes. i shouldve be that considerate and openminded.. he caught me in a wrong time that i meant his jokes negatively and it did create a flame and i made it a fire that it grew bigger and bigger..and its all my fault.. im sorry..i really am..i may not be able to tell this to you in person..how stupid of me of making such a decision that i wont ever see you again..damn me..really..

i want you to know that i am so touch about what you and your cousins did for me..

:( its one of the moments that i really feel bad about myself.. ive been begging you to stop begging on me..because it breaks my heart everytime i refuse or reject you. thats why i told you not to talked to me yet and give me some time because i dont want to say something that would hurt you, because u perfectly know me, i intend to say something really aweful when im mad..

and now after you insist, you asked me out earlier for a night swimming and a dinner with your cousins "as your peace offering" and you know that i couldnt say no to the kids ..:(

and i had a great time and you know that i always enjoy the company..you know how much i love your family.. its just that, im overthinking..what kind of person i am that you still have to do great efforts so that i'll forgive you :( why not a simple sorry isn't enough? see? damn me :( but then, i just want you to know that you dont have to do this..you dont have to please me really hard.. :( i just want you to give me enough time to think if things like this happen again.. you know me..i am weird sometimes..im stubborn..somehow, i then realize naman that i am wrong, and i ask sorry by myself diba? T-T so please, ..:( i shoud be the one who made the first move to clear things up but u didnt let me :( u did it..and i really feel guilty..:( pls dont get me wrong na nman..we dont have problems anymore..its all settled..this is just between me,myself and i :(

bad days after good days

why can't i have just one single day and everything will turn out right. i had a very bad telephone conversation with galvin earlier, around 7am. yeah, a worst one. for the past seven months of going out together again. i can say that this is the worst fight we had. i yelled and nagged on him on the phone and he did it too just because of a simple and no sense reason. its the first day of my period now and i admit that i got easily annoyed and my mood swings ever now and then.and then again, i intend to say harsh words which i did not mean at most. and most ofthe time, i regret after i realized that i was wrong and that i talked too much i really dont know how will i convince myself,, to admit that it was my fault and i owe himan apology. :( he called me up late this afternoon asking for forgiveness about what happened this morning and i hated him for doing it. i feel like he is making me realized that im a very bad person that i couldnt afford to apologize eventhough i have to. that he must do it first because he expects that i am not that kind to do it. grrr even me, i cant understand why i am acting so weird. he wants just to settle things..thats it! why cant i just simply understand it? the problem with me is that i always overanalyze and justify things on my way. i am so close-minded and unreasonable sometimes T-T yeah thats my problem..and because of that, i failed to appreciate the good things that he did for me.. i never even bother to say thank you when the time that he took care of me when i got sick. i forgot to appreciate little things he did yet very meaningful such as massaging my hands and even my feet on my tired and stressful days..damn me..im so mean. and now what? after all im acting all weird, im hotheaded. im annoyed. im irritated without giving him the reasons why., T-T

about a friend..

my emotion is mixed up about this very dear friend of mine.. (guess i need not to mention her name).. a few months ago we were all shocked upon knowing her situation.. she was 12-weeks pregnant at that time..we dont know what to say at first..we were all speechless..plus the fact that the "news" we heard about her came not from her(but from the guy or should i say the father of her child)..and when we asked her about the "buts and ifs" because all of a sudden, she made some unwise decisions that me and my other friend badly and madly opposed it..but we cant do anything with it though. the least we could do is to support her morally.. we just feel so disappointed as well as we pitty her..we shared our dreams in our future career together and suddenly it will happen.. ;( i have nothing against the blessing that yet to come on their lives but it would have been better if it is on the right time..:( my friend is only 18 and the guy uhmm i dunno and with all honestly i dont really like him for her....errr..im sorry.. :( i mean, my friend is such a wonderful person and i guess she deserved someone alot a better T-T that will love her with respect..:( im so sorry if im being so harsh but i am just expressing what i really feel..the only consolation with this, in all fairness to the guy he'd been man enough to face his responsibilities to her (but of course, he should..i think he can never find someone as wonderful as her!!)..but still, i am so confused, y him? T-T but then, who am i to judge? :p

oh well, i wish all the best for you and my future goddaughter T-T i hope everything will turn out great and i know you can surpass all the trials..and then again, think twice, thrice, hundred times before marrying that guy..hehehe ^peace

i am just so proud of you my friend, that despite the hard situation you remain so strong and you decide to pursue on your baby even, uhmm lets just say its not yet the right time but you chose to stand on it.. i salute you with that . your fear and faith with the Lord remain strong that you never think of aborting the baby as a solution to the situation...and im proud of you with that.. :)

White Sand of Jasmin Resort, Marabut Samar

Jasmin Beach Resort is approximately 52 kms. and about an hour drive from Tacloban City. It is very accessible..it has great place for a good rest, nice outlook on beach, white sand, very quite, great food at a good price.

it is my 4th time to visit Jasmin. they never fail to impress us everytime we visit the place. by 7am we were there already together with his cousins, stephanie,john2x, jerome and ramy.. the kids really enjoyed the rest of the day.. we rented floating cottage at the price of 500php.. and 10php entrance fee..we had our breakfast there and by 8am we were all ready to swim. snorkling is also a fun activity when u visit there..you can see different colors of fishes and colorful creatures living under the water..the floating cottage were push through a thick rope in the mid part of the sea which is about 15ft deep..we also played beach volleyball regardless the heat of the sun..;p we had pictures taken all over the beautiful sceneries..=) its as if a "virgin boracay" that any one who visits there will surely look forward to come back..=)

next stop: Caluwayan Palm Island and its infinity pool..=)

San Rafael's Farm

just a short drive away from downtown area and you will experience a great food with a serene and peacful ambience. it has a vine-covered station garden . it is a cozy, romantic place away from the noise and pollution of the city..it always amaze us everytime we went there to dine and relax.. its invested by Rene Tampil who also owns Join Us fastfood and meatshop.. the quality of the food is more than enough to its rate. you can sit,relax while having a sumptous food and enjoy sighseeing the beautiful sceneries every where and there.. they also have tree house where you can eat and inhaled fresh air while overlooking the total scenery of the place.. =)

Busay Falls Resort, Babatngon

it is a local tourist spot located at Brgy Distict III within the Poblacion of Babatngon, Leyte.. it is about an hour drive from Tacloban City proper.

One thing I learned about this getaway is the fact that Leyte is merely not all about San Juanico Bridge and McArthur Park. There are a lot of beautiful scenery in this province. Maybe not as gigantic as the above mentioned, but I could fairly say, they are equally beautiful as the famous landmarks. I love looking at a waterfalls. The sight and sound of splashing and cascading water is just so serene, so relaxing. It’s a nice place to have a cool refreshing shower with friends or simply a place where I could reflect about many things in life..As expected, while enjoying the scenic rice fields and farm animals of Babatngon during a 20 minute drive from the proper, we proceed to this site, where a small waterfalls is tucked away in one of the barrios. We paid 10php for the entrance and they charged 100php for the cottage near the falls..

i cant help myself not to swim and embraced the water when i saw and feel it. i was not expecting that it was still as beautiful as it was..as you can see on the photos above, i was not on a proper swimming-attire..oh i just so love the fresh and cold water!! =)

how do i breathe without you here by my side....

Every time I hear this song, the beautiful, sad, happy and tearful memories are flashing back on my mind.. wohooooo!!! Its been like four years? I’ve been treasuring this guy on my heart. Yeah haha I never even remember any single moment that I did not think of him.uwaah seriously sweetie lol Omg, four years is such a long time! But its as if everything just happened yesterday.. for that long span of time, we learned so many things. We’ve been through so many things that made out a great impact for what we are now and the happiness we have now(with each other)..*smiles* its a teamwork I guess..two heads is definitely happier and better than one.. if you would recall on my previous posts here I was obviously bitter and hurt..(finally I admit it!)And its as if our emotion changes from time to time, nothing is permanent in the world only change and we all agree on that... I kept on believing that what happened to us for the past years , everything went so wrong and awful .. I always have justified that it was all his fault ..he made the reasons why things did not went right..it was his! My friends blame him..my friends hated him for what he did to me.. its because their sympathy is with me, of course they’re my friends and they only hear my side and never his. As I was reviewing my past blog entries and we started to talk about our past with a smile on our faces and not bitter anymore and we tried to balance things, I have realize what I’ve been when I was with him for the past 3 years.. I never asked myself what kind of girlfriend I’ve been. Its as if a wake up call on me.. because I have been believing on what I want to believe and no one can ever dictate me and tell me what to! I’ve been so bitter..i misjudged him perhaps because of my anger for all of the negative things he did..his negative things and I never did think of the positive ones nor appreciate it..i never even dare to ask myself, what kind of person I’ve been with him? Now it came on to me, can I blame him for all his foolish acts then, when at that time he had a possessive, stubborn, manipulating, controlling, selfish, sensitive, inconsiderate and close-minded girlfriend?? I always think I was always right..Yeah, It took me a long time to realized that! I figured out why he’d been a rebellious boyfriend.. hehehe I asked him jokingly last Sunday while we were having our dinner after we attended the mass, how I did it… he answered me laughing and obviously with a sad emotion on his eyes.. he said he hated me so for loving me despite that.. hehehe and after we decided to parted ways.. oh well I was just so thankful to his beautiful influence friends that they played cupid so I had a replacement immediately..lol he was thinking at that time that I was dating to this guy and he felt so insecure. That’s why he decided to try to pursue with some women (woman) thinking that he’ll get over me so fast..But it was some time in December or January I’m not sure (we broke up on October’07) that we talked and we were vey emotional he told me that despite everything we had been up to, he said it was still me..:( but it was too late because at that time I was almost committed to someone..he denied that he was too..i heard rumors here there and everywhere and when I asked him he told me the other way around..oh well. Its not important..:p there, at that time we had the right love at the wrong time to the point that we were hurting people involved with us.. :( we were both dating at that time but we used to talk on the phone like nothings changed..hehehe and how we made it again after months later hmmm and the rest is history haaiis.. now can we proved that “love is sweeter on the second time around? ‘coz time wasn’t ready for the first one” hmmm.. we’ll see! :p

Oh well If I will make this longer am sure this would bore you.. hehehe but its ok, this made “us” smile every time we looked back..
just a lil bit of idea what we had been through! Our beautiful, sweet, rocky and shakey story! lol

omg..watta-a-blooper!

oh no! i couldnt believe what ive done yesterday T-T i really feel so embarassed everytime i remember it...grrrr i met lane, my good friend with her beau and his family.. we met along downtown area.. i was alone and i thought she was too.. so we hugged each and i said "wow, youre so dressed up where have you been?" we paused for ike 2 mins and have some lil updates too bad for me coz i didnt give her a chance to talk.. i talked too much i a admit that.. the worst part was, i btod her na.. so lane? whats up? whos the lucky guy now? she mentioned a name, i forgot lang whats the name again hihihih i told her,, oh really? kaw huh? wheres the guy you brought during chelle's party? what happened with you and him? he seems nice pa naman.. (note: i was talking on a loud tone ) she answered me, whispering "we broke up gurl and im with my new boo now and his family" ...... wtf, when i looked at the side its too late to realize what ive been talking about.. omg... grrr... i looked at the guy and his family.. awkwardly, i smiled and i told her oh mg.. i didnt know im so sorry...she smiled and winked and said its ok..=)

grrrrrrrr.... tanga tanga ko talaga!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;p

Busy mode :(

been really busy lately thats why as you can see its been like years since i last updated moi blog : ( other than that, we're having problem on our internet connection at home for almost a month now. im doing pretty well,, everythings fine.. i just need more prayers for my ill-father =( oh God help us please :(

i'll see yah later! this is just a quicky post so march update wouldnt be empty after all...

oh btw, i would like to share this nice shot of galvin during our road trip to Busay, Falls..=) heheh