you made me feel really bad =( i thought that it was the last thing youll ever do..=(

Friday wasn't a great day. It started off ok, but as it went on, it just felt odd and sad and morbid all at the same time. It was, well, empty - like a big hole in your chest. Do you ever feel that? Out of nowhere, the strange feeling just pops out, destroys you and crushes you and drains out all your energy. Anyway. Friday night came, and everything became worse. It was so humid and so quiet that you almost felt beaten. You tossed and turned, you turned on the mp4 player and too sad to find out the batt is empty. You felt like crying, but there were no tears, you started thinking why you were feeling that way,but your mind wouldnt just work and was just blurred. You thought hard, you closed your eyes and you thought even harder. Why? Why couldnt I sleep? Why do I feel like an empty can? But all you got was the soft hush of your air conditioning system. You let out a sigh, closed your eyes, and talked to the high heavens. Take this away from me. I know I am not a good person, but at least please let me sleep tonight... I am sad and I think I still deserve some good night sleep...