Missin' out ",

Life is a tricky tricky thing.

everyone says life is bad or life is hard but to be fair life is just as sweet as it is sour, we all have our ups and downs in life. sometimes life will give you the worst hand possible but then at those choice moments it will give you one of the greatest possible highs. life is something to be valued not hated, sometimes i feel upset when i see the so called "average troubled gurlier" but then i feel pity, we are what we make ourselves. if i walk around all day hating life and looking for the negatives and feeling sorry for myself then what is my mood going to be? how could i possibly smile if every thought that goes through my head is something along the lines of "why me?" or "this sucks"? but if you walk around holding your head high, and at least looking for the positive side of things it will dramatically change your life,. i went on a depression banged once, for few weeks i was an emotional wreck, i was less active and i lost touch with the world around me. I attempted suicide 5 times within the allotted time.haha that was the most stupid thing i've ever think and uhmm did..=p It seemed like nothing could help me, until i saw kids playing on a swing set and i realized that things like this, happy things, were happening around me all the time i was just looking down and ignoring them. i was missing out. that is why i pity the "troubled gurlie" because they truly are missing out on life. i say live life by moments, don’t get caught up in a single one, experience as many as possible and move on. look for those happy moments in your life, it has done wonders for me..=)