im sad! =(

just got a text message from mom. dad was confine in the hospital due to his too much intake of fruits w/c made his potassium count high and it isnt good for him.. im really sad! =( it really depresses me and i felt so upset when the family faces health problem like my dad's condition now.. it may be impossible that he'll gonna be cured totally but atleast my good Lord dont made him suffer.. i hate seeing him in pain...=( we are all trying our best to support him to the best way we can.. seeing him in pain.. Gawd! it really broke my heart.. thats the toughest part.. it really made us so weak if we can see papa in pain =( i know all these time, he was trying to be strong... he was trying to pretend that everything is normal.. that he's ok.. but most of the time you could see it on his eyes the heavy load he'd been carrying..=( as a daughter, seeing you're dad like that... its really hard. he couldnt even walk properly. he couldnt even lie down.. he couldnt even drink plenty of water.. a maximum of 350 ml daily only.. Gawd! please help papa..=( give him enough strength =( i hope he'll feel better the soonest! =( Gawd! i dunno how is it gonna be w/o him.. eversince i am daddy's lil girl..=( and my mom Lord,, give her enough strength that she'll be able to surpassed for all the trials u've given to our family..=( i could see on her eyes how affected she is to dad's health condition.. =(

Lord may You take care of everything..=( i know these all happen for a reason..=( i know You're just up there and You will never leave us....