the lessons..=p

Life has always its twists and turns. It’s actually one of the most very crucial word to define. How I wish that I could manipulate my life like I do to my hairstyles. As easy as that. Oh by the way, I got a new hair-do!! =) hihihihi anyways, but you know life isn’t as easy as going to a salon and tell your hairdresser to do this and that because you want to thinking the fact that you could easily change that If you don’t like it anymore.
The only permanent in the world is I guess CHANGE..=) it pertains to all aspects physically, emotionally, spiritually and mentally.. agree? That’s my opinion. Theres no such thing as forever! No matter how long its gonna be it can never be called that way.

I received a text message just few minutes ago and you know I cant get over smiling and feeling better after I read it and text him back.. yeah, hIm.=) guess its gonna be better if no particular names must be written to avoid “intrigues”. mahirap na, I don’t really know who reads this blog. I have an idea who are though but still not all of them. Especially that I intend to give away the site of this so better to stick to my limitations in writing my thoughts…although I know that If youre my friend you had a little clue whom I was talking about now or I think you could guess it right.. .hahhaha ssshhhh..and I wont be elaborating much on the HOW’s.. anyway, anyway, this is what just happened. he texted me. and I was really surprise. He was the last person I have in mind that will ever text me oh well it was just a very simple message.. i didn’t dare ask where did he got my no. since I know we still have our common friends. His first message was hows my life doing now? And have his name after the message. sincerely I replied that im doing okay and asked him back the same question. And our text conversation went smoothly w/o mentioning and remininscing the good and the bad old days. It was as if it never existed at all. And it was all casual.

I am really glad that I could definitely tell that I have totally moved on to that chapter of my life which I think its been long long time naman na talaga its just that, it was only now that we have given the chance to communicate again. I can no longer feel the grudge, the anger, the resentment, the pains and perhaps the love I had for him at that time. But I wont deny that I still care for the person and I still am interested to know what his life going on now.but its just up to there. Its not impossible since somehow he had been a part of my life for some time. And he was once the reason of my smiles and laughter. Until now, I couldn’t really believe that it will came to a point like this that we are able to tell jokes w/ each other again and just laugh. . but then yeah its really true, time heals everything no matter how painful it had been . no matter how much tears you shed.
This may sound too used phrase but it’s still aplicable. EVERything happens for its own reason. Whatever any other reasons why he came, i am sure that one of them helped me to become who I am now and I have learned all the lessons that helped me all throughout. It had contributed on my personal growth and future development LOL. “, Knowing him has been good for me. a lot of things has been said and done before. But the good thing, I was able to accept it and used what had happened as an advantage on my part rather than detriment.
I have also learned that you should give yourself a chance to heal. Time is a very wonderful healer, it may take longer to recuperate but still, it will come. I was also able to give time to myself to get hurt and grieve and adjust to the loss but after I have sorted out my responsibility of what happened and talk it over with a friend I learned to put the past behind me and keep it there.
Anyways, I should stop now. oh before I forget, thanks for offering me the friendship again and I am really glad to have you as one of my friends. =)