Ms. Unpredictable-Moody-Braintwisted-nO mOrE



yesterday, I went at the dean’s office together wid my girlfriends lenai and carol ‘coz I was about to let maam jen sign the shifting form.. I finally made up my mind.. im quitting accountancy once again.. it ddnt go that easy i'll tell yah,, she made a lil sermon and she seemed good enough in contradicting my decision.. Telling me., that’s the most stupid decision that I should regret someday.. convincing me not to..hhaaaaays.. but maam jen has the talent of encouraging&enlightening quitter people like me and that I couldn’t resist her convincing power .. for a couple of minutes, I was able to decide again. .knowing the fact that the decision isn’t as simple as choosing a nice color of a bag but it will definitely change my career path for the rest of my life..

well, once again I made up my mind, I gotta go for it,, im not quitting but rather stepping forward to a higher step..its time for me to really take this seriously and put these all 100% by heart.. yeah.. I really should..

Whheeew!! And now Its final..!!! on the 16th of june its gonna be the beginning of the uhmm journey?? Yah.. if you’ll call it that way… lol maam jen (the school dean) and I talked earlier and its final and signed.. after further-a-dos.. im taking up dual bachelors degree for college.. =) and I know it isn’t that easy to take up the “head whacking” course Bachelor of Science in Accountancy and at the same time Bachelor of Science in Business Administration E-Marketing major… I’ve really planned to take up those courses when I first entered at ABE International College but then at the nth hour I decided to take up BSBA Mgt major alone instead.. but a gazillion thanks to maam, she’s that good enough to made my mind changed.
All this time, I’ve been Germaine, the quitter..=p I know eversince, I was a quitter.hahah if I think I couldn’t make it.. if I think its hard.. If I think it will take much of my effort and time… I’ll quit.=)for me life is as easy as that.. . I was afraid to take chances, to take risks and to gamble.. I want a sure win play.. =p w/c I later on found out that it will do nothing good in my life…it will just gonna pull me down for a brighter future.. realizing that I couldn’t get the best and be the best if I’ll just stick my b*tt to something w/c is for me the “easiest”..=)

After I graduated my high school.. I found it really hard in choosing whats the best course for me.. I never actually take this soo seriously,,yeah really.. I mean I am serious when it comes to studying my lessons but still at the other side of mind a big question was always there. That’s why ive been a school and a course hopper for past years. I tried my luck in bs accountancy right after graduating highschool but at that time i wasn’t that serious..i just finished one sem and decided to quit and take my chances to bs nursing for the reason that most of my friends were taking up that course..*such a lame reason! I just get through wid the entire sem and again i decided to follow what my heart really desires.. I was almost enrolled at AB Psychology.. because really I wanna be a psychologist or if luckier a psychiatrist..am a psycho! wahahha 'kiddin i looove that field..but then I guess it isn’t right..i had lots of friends in ABE IC..i heard a lot of positive feedbacks and they seemed enjoying, learning and fulfilled and that made me decided to pursue my businesswoman-wanna-be aspirations ..

But it wasn’t that easy either..i’d lots of choices for my first step.. a lot of business courses were offered.. ‘til such at that day on, I was able to find out the best decision I ever made for my 19years-almost of living in the world.. and now, I felt really happy, fulfilled, and determined to get through on what I have started.. with God’s grace, the encouragement of all the people who cared for me, and with my abilities and determinitation..I know I can make it…its gonna be hard I know but hey! If others can, I can too =) most probably, by hook and by crook in less than 3-years I wanna be somebody that I really want me to be..=) Bless me oh Lord! =)

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