whoo!=p

time really does fly so fast! it seemed only yesterday i was self-searching on what course am i goin to take up again (for the 3rd time after graduating high school?) lol.. but now i am fully determined to get through wid my two bachelor courses.. it will take time i know but with God's grace and my sacrifices i believe that someday ill gonna reach the finish line..=)

Now I'm here, halfway through college and feeling old already. haha I turn left and right, searching for someone to smile and run with me into the night, weeewks! =p our only light the ever-loving moon. To my dismay, I am just as busy as everyone else...but everyone else would rather study/finish their tasks then drop everything and disappear for a little while. Am I the only one out here that feels this burning urge to break free every once in a while? To live and breathe the fresh air of being young? To forget for a few moments that there are errands to be run, papers to be written, tests to worry about? haaays..=p

last night the full moon triggered these feelings inside of me. It used to be, on nights like that, I would grab someone, anyone, and just head outdoors. Walk a few blocks, or not walk at all, and sit somewhere on the ground (heck even LIE DOWN) and stare at the stars. Conversations by moonlight, the whispering of secrets under the velvety shield of the night sky...things that vanish in the morning. There was just something about the night that always made everyone softer, easier to talk to and more open to unwinding the threads of their lives to share with friends. The gentle strumming of a guitar in the background...my friends and I lying on a blanket spread on top of cold pavement, the city lights glittering at our feet and the stars holding us from above. We lie still, listening to our soft exhales playing into the melodies of the wind. 3 AM...and no one wants to go home. Trapped there on top of the mountain, in a sandwich between the city below us and the infinite sky above--we are young. Life is still a long journey ahead of us..=p