"Sometimes there is a reason your past didn't make it to your future."...
one must let go of hurt in order to accept goodness and possibility..
Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or be who we are. After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go. But it's comforting to know that after all you'll ended up okay and back to being good friends..=)
I really couldnt still believe that after a couple of months or so, we talked..=) and it feels really good to finally clearing up the left behind issues.. it is really right to talk things over if things arent goin right.. we both feeling the same way..--anger, heartaches, and bitterness towards each other..at first our phone conversation went really harsh..we yelled..were almost telling hurtful words with each other but then things simmer down after few minutes of blaming one another..and i came to think that it is so sad to know that there are still people around who's provoking us to hate each other... and the saddest part is, whoever they are.. they succeeded.. well,, that was past and needed to be put behind and face the bright today...
He was once my life... as he said we used to be each other's EVERYTHING.. and that something i can smile when i remember those times.. and i am also so so happy to know that i can now smile and (*whispers*) not cry ..hahah i used to reminisce all those with tears in my eyes.. hahaha but not now..not anymore..Thanks goodness! =)
anyway, finally i can definitely say with all my heart that i am grateful that what we have by now is on the way to a real friendship.. at some way or another, i couldnt feel anymore the grudge and anger..and perhaps the love.. i have for him for quite long and what i have now is the sincere friendship.. he'll always be a part of me and the good memories we'd will always be kept in my heart but things today is lot lot different from yesterday.. i wish him all the happiness in the world and i pray he will find his EVERYTHING again and this time im hoping that it will really work up to the nth time..i know she'll come..=)
this is the most awaited moment Jukie wants to happen.. =) because he said when i feel this, this is now he surely can tell the totality of letting go of my special feelings i've for my ex.. =) and now dear, its happening and i can now understand what you want me to for so long.. and i wish i can let you know it..=(
He was once my life... as he said we used to be each other's EVERYTHING.. and that something i can smile when i remember those times.. and i am also so so happy to know that i can now smile and (*whispers*) not cry ..hahah i used to reminisce all those with tears in my eyes.. hahaha but not now..not anymore..Thanks goodness! =)
anyway, finally i can definitely say with all my heart that i am grateful that what we have by now is on the way to a real friendship.. at some way or another, i couldnt feel anymore the grudge and anger..and perhaps the love.. i have for him for quite long and what i have now is the sincere friendship.. he'll always be a part of me and the good memories we'd will always be kept in my heart but things today is lot lot different from yesterday.. i wish him all the happiness in the world and i pray he will find his EVERYTHING again and this time im hoping that it will really work up to the nth time..i know she'll come..=)
this is the most awaited moment Jukie wants to happen.. =) because he said when i feel this, this is now he surely can tell the totality of letting go of my special feelings i've for my ex.. =) and now dear, its happening and i can now understand what you want me to for so long.. and i wish i can let you know it..=(
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