I just can’t sleep. Grrr… ive been trying to since uhmm.9 o’clock?? Silent night like this I cant help myself not to think deeply.. hahaha here I go again! Thinking so many things w/c I guess isn’t that important… hahaha
He’s such a FEELER. That word and the particular person I am pertaining to has been on my mind for like 2 hours now.. as much as I don’t wanna think stuffs like that I just cant. Good Lord forgive me! its just that hmm I think he really is hahahha *sorry I know somehow you’re a good person dear.. sometimes, you just need to watch out and careful with your actions as well as your words so people wont have that impression to you. like i'd in you... All right.
Anyways last night I had an almost-very-bad YM conversation with Mr.X.. I was really crying because I was very pissed about what he said..maybe I over analyzed and misinterpret what he said but whatever it was, he really pissed me off. I actually had a tiring..very tiring day yesterday.. ive been working infront of the monitor for like 8am to 8pm.. and to encounter a conversation like that, my strength had been sucked that I ddnt have the chance to tell him what really was and to speak out. And all I did was to cry. I want to explain and yet I couldn’t make it..just imagine that feeling?? I just cant.. but then I was aware that I said something and mybe just maybe he got offended. I just hope he’d understand me. I was so tired and pissed so if you were in that you don’t usually think before you talk…err.. type..
Weeeee! I realize whoever can probably read this will get bored.. hahaha now.. I yawn..and again a well-deserve all out yawn,, haaaaay. Guess am ready to sleep.. gudnyt. *hugs*
He’s such a FEELER. That word and the particular person I am pertaining to has been on my mind for like 2 hours now.. as much as I don’t wanna think stuffs like that I just cant. Good Lord forgive me! its just that hmm I think he really is hahahha *sorry I know somehow you’re a good person dear.. sometimes, you just need to watch out and careful with your actions as well as your words so people wont have that impression to you. like i'd in you... All right.
Anyways last night I had an almost-very-bad YM conversation with Mr.X.. I was really crying because I was very pissed about what he said..maybe I over analyzed and misinterpret what he said but whatever it was, he really pissed me off. I actually had a tiring..very tiring day yesterday.. ive been working infront of the monitor for like 8am to 8pm.. and to encounter a conversation like that, my strength had been sucked that I ddnt have the chance to tell him what really was and to speak out. And all I did was to cry. I want to explain and yet I couldn’t make it..just imagine that feeling?? I just cant.. but then I was aware that I said something and mybe just maybe he got offended. I just hope he’d understand me. I was so tired and pissed so if you were in that you don’t usually think before you talk…err.. type..
Weeeee! I realize whoever can probably read this will get bored.. hahaha now.. I yawn..and again a well-deserve all out yawn,, haaaaay. Guess am ready to sleep.. gudnyt. *hugs*
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