lost... and so i sit, sit with a loss of words, blurred view of which direction i should take, and so i guess i'll sit here at the fork in the road and wait, wait for answers, wait for a change, any change.......
am not a perfect person, but hey who is? I have made a lot of mistakes, but each one has shaped me into the person i am today.
I have been thinking too much of the outcome of my ordinary future and how Im trying to hurry to work and become a member of the real world more quickly than I need to. I have always thought that the sooner I started working the better that I wish I could skip all these years of college and the many hassles it brings with it. Then it hit me, i would be doing the same thing
am not really sure how to start this off, mainly because I'm not sure if it's one of my flaws or if it is strength. I suppose its a little bit of both.I set my expectations at a reachable point, but I guess at times they can be a tad bit unrealistic. I just have faith in people, and I know that they are capable of being or of reaching my expectations of their behavior. This blog goes hand in hand with "Good people or Fool's gold" because I guess it's me thinking that people are so good they can meet all of my expectations, its not so much to say I don't think or give them room for error, I would be worried if they didn't fail. I guess it’s just that I set them up to Fail, and then I'm the one getting hurt.
am not a perfect person, but hey who is? I have made a lot of mistakes, but each one has shaped me into the person i am today.
I have been thinking too much of the outcome of my ordinary future and how Im trying to hurry to work and become a member of the real world more quickly than I need to. I have always thought that the sooner I started working the better that I wish I could skip all these years of college and the many hassles it brings with it. Then it hit me, i would be doing the same thing
am not really sure how to start this off, mainly because I'm not sure if it's one of my flaws or if it is strength. I suppose its a little bit of both.I set my expectations at a reachable point, but I guess at times they can be a tad bit unrealistic. I just have faith in people, and I know that they are capable of being or of reaching my expectations of their behavior. This blog goes hand in hand with "Good people or Fool's gold" because I guess it's me thinking that people are so good they can meet all of my expectations, its not so much to say I don't think or give them room for error, I would be worried if they didn't fail. I guess it’s just that I set them up to Fail, and then I'm the one getting hurt.
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