there is this wonderful gurl i just talk with...In our talk we mentioned many things, among them was my i dea of fantasy world that i would love to exsist somewhere and how i would love to have a shred of hope spme magic and the needness to be more to life than just our mundane lives. She agreed. I know she thinks im the wierdest sometimes. Because I am, dont think like regular people do. I imagine more and notice things people tend not to care about which I find is a gift to me. I like my thinking and my ideas. I think I am a little bit more creative than what people give me credit for. I just dont like to show that side of me because it makes me feel like I revealed too much. People dont deserve to know how much goes on in my head. They would not understand me. To the world I fantasize I am a Business Major at Texas A&M with aspirations to travel everywhere. Hoping that to be my job, Ohh yeah and that im the roudy person that people like to hang-out with. Imagine them trying to know I write a blog. or that I have made paintings or that I like writing short stories or that I like taking photographs. Its not possible. That part of mine gets revealed to the few that dont judge me and love me with and open heart.
am not really sure how to start this off, mainly because I'm not sure if it's one of my flaws or if it is strength. I suppose its a little bit of both.I set my expectations at a reachable point, but I guess at times they can be a tad bit unrealistic. I just have faith in people, and I know that they are capable of being or of reaching my expectations of their behavior. This blog goes hand in hand with "Good people or Fool's gold" because I guess it's me thinking that people are so good they can meet all of my expectations, its not so much to say I don't think or give them room for error, I would be worried if they didn't fail. I guess it’s just that I set them up to Fail, and then I'm the one getting hurt.
am not really sure how to start this off, mainly because I'm not sure if it's one of my flaws or if it is strength. I suppose its a little bit of both.I set my expectations at a reachable point, but I guess at times they can be a tad bit unrealistic. I just have faith in people, and I know that they are capable of being or of reaching my expectations of their behavior. This blog goes hand in hand with "Good people or Fool's gold" because I guess it's me thinking that people are so good they can meet all of my expectations, its not so much to say I don't think or give them room for error, I would be worried if they didn't fail. I guess it’s just that I set them up to Fail, and then I'm the one getting hurt.
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